Submitted by christinewang
Heart break
I crush you, I really do. The way you speak even if it is too tactless. Even if you smoke 10x more than my father, the way you look, how you carry yourself and dress up. I like you.
I was not expecting that I will have this kind of feeling for you… Because you are really not my type. But one day, I just felt it. I can’t talk to you normally because I was shy and conscious of how I look, I cant even look at you directly because I’m afraid for you to notice my secret admiration.
I took a lot of chances to see and be with you, and that was the most crazy thing I did. But I never regret those, because being with you is the only thing I really wanted. :) Up to now, even I haven’t seen you in a while, my heart screams your name.
I always remember the days we’re together and with the rest of our friends. Even If was not given a chance to be with you alone, I really cease every moment I am with you, cause it feels different… It feels like heaven.
Yes, you are aware that I like you. But you don’t have any idea how I feel. Well I just keep it to myself. Because what you just did before, hurt me. Sometimes I think we are heading to that stage, but at times… no. It’s very confusing. And it hurts deeply. :(
